So I am lasting the week off. It has been hard, and the urge to text immense, but I have survived. This break has made me appreciate him more as I have realised how much I truly love him.
On twitter he updated the he has his first day of uni tomorrow. Whether that means he got a job there or is actually studying I don't know but I wish I did. I suddenly have an overwhelming sense of isolation. Perhaps exclusion is a better word. He is not very good at sharing his life with me and randomly springs information like that. I hate it. What makes him forget to tell me these things?
I found out he was leaving to go overseas by listening to him tell a friend at a dinner. Thanks for the update, appreciate it. I honestly would like for him to share his life with me more. Then again, we aren't together. My bad.
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I'm proud of you lasting the week. Do you share bits of your life with him? You should tell him that you would like to hear more from him, I mean, even though you both aren't together, you are close -- things like being told that he is leaving and going over seas is kinda a big deal.
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