So I spent the night with him last night. Our last encounter will be tomorrow, for no more than an hour, as that's all my work schedule permits. He leaves the next morning before I wake up.
This is a good thing.
We talked a fair bit last night, and I've com to realise that this trip will be more beneficial for him than I had first thought. He honestly really does need some time alone, and although it's nothing against me, I happen to be the one who has to deal with it. But that's alright, I will have my own benefits to him leaving. I will rediscover my independence and grow into the next phase of my life. This is a good thing.
The time apart will hlp us both as individuals, but will we be able to reconnect when he returns? How long he is going for will contribute to this, as well as how well we maintain communication. I think that is my biggest fair at the moment: what if we lose what we have and cannot reconnect? What if we fall out of love, or worse, what if one of us falls out of love? But then again, this break could very well be a necessity, one we both need yet one we both are not willing to initiate. In that case,
This is a good thing.
Sunday, September 14, 2008
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