Weakness

I cried today. Only three days after he left. I only cried because he came online and we spoke for the first time since he left. I knew he was safe though, he texted me. But today I let a little bit of it out. I guess because I am home alone and no one else will be home for a few hours.

Also, yesterday I was feeling quite alone. I doubted the usefulness of my visit, and began to favour the familiarness of home and friends I see more regularly. Then I went to a mates to pick up a baking tray, and he unknowingly made me realise how awesome my mates here are. Doubts stricken from the record I went to a girlfriends for a sleepover.