Friday, February 6, 2009
This Morning
...I feel really alone. As in, without attention or affection from boys. Why I need affection from them I don't know. My Mr. Big loves me, definitely, but I feel I cannot go to him when I feel like this. I fear he will think of me as clingy, and I don't want that. So, I will man up and bottle my feelings, spilling them here. And other boys are only good for sex. Sex and fun and dates. That is all. Therefore, I feel alone because I have no one to go to when I want a boyfriend figure. Yes, I have correctly identified what I want right NOW. A boyfriend figure. Oh boyfriend figure, where art thou?
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*cuddles*
what do you look for when you say boyfriend figure?
Someone to hug and cuddle and just 'be' with. Someone I can wear old clothes in front of, someone I can be myself, just relax and chill out. I want to just enjoy someone's company, and not feel the need for entertainment besides each other.
I wish I was there <3
Thanks Matty :) Means a lot to me
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