Lately it's not getting easier. So he told me he gets home on Thursday. I am a mix of dreading the day and longing for it. I love him, but I am questioning his reasons for leaving me when he (supposedly) loves me. We have argued via text. It's obvious we need to talk and I need to figure out what I want. I don't think I should let anything happen when he gets back. I think distancing myself is the best option, but again, I'm not sure.
It's odd, nothing is clear. Usually with him it is black and white. But this is grey. So very grey.
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