Today i awoke at 13:30 with all good intentions of getting up and getting things done. This what not to eventuate, however. It seemed I had lost my will to get up. I mean, why should I get up? He is not in this country, so why bother? I am not going to be able to see him for a long time, so why bother? So I didn't. I snoozed and read all day until 19:00, where I got up to go to my cousins for some light-hearted play.
All interactions feel meaningless. Idle chatter just frustrates me. What is going on in my head? Why am I becoming idle in thought and direction? Argh.
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