Hormones

So, I am being all hormonal and stupid. This stupidness is telling me I want to be alone. I don't want to talk to anyone, and I definately don't want to work today. He didn't ring me back last night. He says he was out with his housemate. Thanks. Nevermind that I was ringing to see if I could drop his stuff back. Now I just want to get rid of his stuff so I don't have to see him again. He wants to be single and not have a relationship. How could I have been so blinded? Fuck him. He has fucked me over AGAIN. Strangely, I cannot say bye. I do love him. Even though it feels like he has fucked me over again, toyed with my emotions. Does he really love me? He says he does, but I'm not so sure. I haven't been sure for the past month.